my life got about a thousand times better once i stopped censoring myself
and by censoring i don’t mean i suddenly embraced indiscriminate swearing; i mean i stopped trying to sugarcoat my past or my feelings; i stopped lying by omission; i stopped having guilty pleasures; i began unabashedly enjoying whatever i liked; i became very honest; i cut out of my life poisonous people and negative ideals, and i am so, so much happier for it
things i need to do to feel better about my appearance:
DONE PLACEMENT TESTING…. registering for classes tomorrow!!!
i cant believe this is really really happening like im gonna be a college student… in school… learning (well most of my first semester is gonna be re-learning what i forgot from my last couple yrs of high school)
i didnt think i was strong enough to get myself to this point but i WAS and i DID and now the hard part begins but i honestly think i will be okay. and i NEVER thought id reach a point where im able to look at my future in a positive light but hey! it’s here!